In my secret heart I've always wanted to be more punk (by more I really mean any at all, because I'm pretty unpunk at the moment). This is why I cancelled by Banana Republic card. This is why I got my hair cut and colored at a hip salon. But the truth is, I'm still wearing a button-down shirt underneath a V-neck sweater. I'm still going home to my West Elm bed and Pottery Barn sheets. I'm still TiVO-ing Martha Stewart. Should I just fess up to who I really am or can I still change?